where are you?

why are you hiding, love?everyone says you've died, bullshit.
we were hanging out just last week, doing facemasks, drinking starbucks, and taking stupid selfies together. we had such a good time, so why have you gone into hiding? everyone's being so delusional saying you're dead. i know for a fact you aren't. stop being so silly and just show yourself, babe. what made you so scared of the world to hide from everyone? it's not like you at all to just hide from us. come back! please? it's weird without you here, kal.come closer, where the hell are you?

return?

how about me?

no fucking way you're dead. IT CAN'T BE. WHAT ABOUT ALL THE PLANS I HAD FOR US, LOVE? you fucking said you'd stay. all our memories, all our moments, all of.. us. why did you have to go and do something so stupid? you know i loved you BUT YOU STILL FUCKING WENT AND DID IT. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU FOR LEAVING. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU LEFT HERE? ME. ME. PLEASE, COME BACK.. i need you..don't leave me here alone.

return?

give me your forever.

i'll always be there right by your side.there's no way you're gone. no matter how many times i've denied it, you're dead. how can i get you back? i'll do everything i can to have you in my life again. i'll eat healthier, i'll stop vaping, i'll become a fucking vegan god damn it. JUST PLEASE COME BACK TO ME AND GIVE ME YOUR FOREVER. just.. be here with me once more and for the last time.i'd die for you to be with me again.

return?

calm me down first.

how?

i get lost when i'm without you.i can't take it down here anymore without you. it hurts. so much. the pain is so overwhelming not having you in my life. the worst part is knowing i can't see you anymore. please. give me a sign, anything to show me you're still here.i wanna let go.

10/26/32 | Yours

these hands, will not let go.my love, i've finally realized it. you aren't coming back, what a hard realization to come to. maybe you're no longer in my life, but i will never let go of what we had. you were my first love and will forever remain as that. but now, i'll have to accept it. but remember,my heart is yours.

my loves <3

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